But new day....new plans...new changes....
I had to put that meme in to this post.
Alas, things have been crazy since January 2019. But I am going to get back on track because I think it will help me physically, emotionally, and mentally. I have come to the conclusion that if I do not push myself to do better then no one will. I think I struggled which caused me to have a small breakdown. I kept blaming myself and others for the goals that I did not achieve. This thinking was wrong.....very wrong....
So where do the changes come in......I am starting to seek God's help....I am starting to pray more with my heart and not just with my mind. I am going to get back on track with my diet and exercise. I am going to lean more on family and friends and reach out to them when I need advice or help (more for the advice on things though). I just feel to get out of a bad situation that I need to change my perspective and do what is right.....for myself.
I have one life and I need to live it...and not let the stress get to me anymore. The stress was making me depressed and I did not want to leave the house. Plus, health wise I was sick all the time and always in pain. I was hiding this from everyone and myself.
Alas, I will end this post right here. Tomorrow or tonight I think I will start doing some catch up. I think I will blog about my trip to NYC....even though it was two years ago. I think it will be an interesting read.....with pictures.
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Thanks for reading.....L
